The nature and implications of so-called 'CSAM'

This guest blog, which describes the actual content of criminalized images and videos of minors, was written by an anonymous source. I have not personally verified any of its claims, and for obvious reasons this article contains no visual illustrations nor assistance in locating criminalized content. I have also done my absolute best to remove any text that is unnecessarily titillating, much to the chagrin of the author.
This essay serves as a counter to the lies of those who profit from child sex hysteria, not as a means to get off. The profiteers cannot be allowed to have the only narrative.
See also: Interview with a darknet child porn site admin.
All readers are advised to follow their local laws.
The Needle in the Poppet - The Misunderstanding of Boys' Desires
Note: This article discusses prohibited images of minors (PIM) in detail. If you are offended by PIM, then please do not continue. Additionally, I do not endorse or approve of sexual contact which is forced (rape) or coerced (manipulation), of any individual regardless of age, also, the recording of any activity without consent, and/or distribution of such.
21st Century Crucible
Gladys Kravitz was the quintessential nosy neighbor, on the TV show Bewitched, who constantly peered through her windows at the Stephens family across the street, always convinced something strange was happening. Gladys was determined to expose whatever behavior she suspected her neighbors were hiding, that she didn't approve of.
The central tension Gladys created was her constant proximity to magical activity. In the show’s universe, witches were meant to keep their powers hidden from "mortals." While Gladys was never officially credited with definitively exposing Samantha, each instance brought them closer to having their secret discovered—a breach that could have had serious consequences from both "mortal" and supernatural communities. Gladys, unintentionally, became a recurring liability for the entire magical ecosystem. In reality, the Stephens were a loving normal family who were attacked by an misinformed crazy lady.
As it seems, witches and all of the "others" who don't fit in with normative conformity, like minor-attracted persons (MAPs) and minors, have been systemically attacked based on fear and ignorance. These "mortals" never seem to educate themselves to the truth and reality. There are other people in the world who don't fit into your "ticky-tacky little boxes", and that's OK. It does NOT mean that because they are different in some way, that there is grave harm being done. If everyone were to just open their eyes, ears, and minds, then they would learn that man/boy relationships are just as normal and boring as any other relationship. Also, and this is the biggest shock, boys ARE in fact naturally horny creatures. Suppressing those feelings only creates harm, not the other way around.
The verbal illustrations below, which are based on real PIM and are accurate depictions based on the audio and visual representations presented, serve to shed light on the reality that consensual, self-made videos and adult-minor sexual contact (AMSC) do not always lead to harm. Let's look deeper at these videos and see how the boys were acting, behaving, responding positively, actively asking their partners for acts, and more importantly telling their partners NO or STOP when they want a certain activity to stop (even if they DO want the larger encounter to continue).
So for the Gladys' of the world. These horny boys themselves have spoken, now listen.
Self-Generated PIM
An Internet Watch Foundation study on CSAM (PIM), found that 92% of PIM is minor self-generated. That means that the MINORS themselves are creating and distributing 92% of recent PIM. Gone are the days of mail order VHS tapes from the post-cold war Russian mafia. With the advent of smartphones and tablets in the hands of most tweens and teens, they have a full 4K movie studio to film their TikTok dances. However, some also film themselves in the buff, touching themselves, and gyrating for the camera. The minors are the ones doing this on their own, without an adult (or Russian thug) behind the camera. Just them in all of their hormone-addled glory.
It's important to understand though that when the data pointed to the facts (92% of PIM is self-generated by minors), the "mortals" still needed to try to spin the narrative (without any evidentiary proof) that these minors MUST be "coerced" or "groomed" into creating this PIM. Because it is too far of a mind stretch for them to actually acknowledge real-world biology and science that has already proven that minors are sexually interested on their own accord. Plus, they need to keep the lie alive and fed for the justification of their funding. Some minors film sexual content and send it to other minors or adults on their own via chat, and in some cases upload to mainstream social media channels.
Reality-Check
Minors are biologically and scientifically sexually interested. This fact is supercharged when adrenarche (8-10yo Boys) and puberty (11-13yo Boys) kick in. These naturally sexually driven humans seek an outlet while at the same time, their lives revolve around their smartphones and online social circles. Furthermore, science has found that minors around this age tend to be more impulsive and exhibit higher levels of risk-taking than other age groups. This clearly is a recipe for a self-generated clip of a boy showing his erect penis to a friend, group of friends, or the world. Often these boys are not satisfied with just a drop of the trousers and a presentation of their genitals. It gets raunchier as today's minors have an ever expanding imagination. Just listen to these illustrations.
Mainstream Clothed Sexual Behavior
Even on mainstream platforms, there are boys (and girls) who twerk their butts for the camera, gyrate their pelvis and hump the air while they position their hands on either side of their crotch. These are simulated sex movements, done by minors without adults around and posted to mainstream social apps for the benefit of their followers. Could some have learned these moves from other minor or adult accounts online? Sure, but this is a far cry from any type of "grooming". It's kids being kids and acting out their natural urges on their own accord.
11 Year Old Boys Making Out Under a Table
This series of videos should not shock anyone. As they say, "boys will be boys". These videos feature two fully clothed 11 year old boys deep french-kissing under what appears to be a kitchen table covered with a floor-length table cloth which provides them privacy—that is aside from the smartphone recording the whole thing. Anyone shocked at tween boys having a kissing session, especially gay tweens, is clearly totally uninformed on what goes on in the lives of boys. Though their technique needs some work, they are fully making out with open mouths, and tongues inside each other's mouths, for at least 2 minutes per film. Just from the lack of production value and the impromptu appearance, it is very clear that there is no adult around or directing any action.
6 Year Old Boy Strips and Gyrates
In a quick and hasty manner, a 6 year old boy starts off shirtless with track pants on as he is positioning the camera. He then points his ass to the camera and pulls down his pants leaving his boxer-brief underwear. He then pulls the brief legs up into his crack to give himself a wedgie. He then shakes his ass for the camera. He pulls the underwear back down to a non-wedgie position and turns around to face the camera. He then pulls the front of his underwear all the way down to expose his genitals in a state of full arousal. He holds down the front of his underwear with his right hand and then rubs his chest with his left hand while he gyrates for a few seconds. Then he pulls everything back up and stops recording. I'm sure the "mortals" are on fire with absolute certainty that this clip was enticed by an adult, with zero proof. More likely is that the boy is horny (given his full erection), and wanted to act out a little naughty. I can identify with this as I had started masturbating at 5 years old and also took Polaroids of my erect penis.
10 Year Old Boy Strips
Similar to the 6 year old, this 10 year old boy starts off in his own room, waving to the camera and then begins to take his shirt off. Then he pulls down his shorts. He then teases the pulling down of his underwear slowly by letting only the tip of his penis show over the waistline of his underwear. Then he pulls his underwear all the way up before he pulls it all the way down. He then thrusts his erect penis forward to the camera while he plays with his genitals. He then turns around and pulls the back of his undies down and points his anus towards the camera while he spreads his cheeks. He then turns back around and stands there with his penis pointing to the camera before he ends the video. This video to me seems that it was made for a particular person rather than a blasting to the world. However, again there is no proof or indication that this boy was enticed or made to do any of this. It does appear, hard-on and all, that this boy was excited by making this video for his special viewer(s). It seemed to be like a love note to a special someone.
6 Year Old "Creating Content" for His "Channel"
In a series of videos which appear to have been TikToks or YouTube Shorts, a 6 year old, along with his 6 year old friend, starts off by saying "You guys are gonna be seeing the craziest thing in your life". He then pulls his sweatpants down to his ankles, exposing his genitals, then says "I don't wear underwear!" He starts slapping his penis with both hands, along with his buttocks, while saying "nener, nener, nener." He twists to slap his penis back and forth through centrifugal force and then pulls his pants up and says "goodbye". Other films show he is semi-erect and showing off his penis along with his friend, and they compare them while arguing about whose channel the video is going on, while pushing each other out of the way for the spotlight. Apparently these videos were posted to mainstream socials before being moderated. This behavior is very characteristic of 6 year old boys and does not indicate any adult was involved in these boys goofing around.
10 Year Old Boy in a Stockroom
In this series of videos, a 10 year old boy appears genuinely extremely horny while he is masturbating, sticking a finger up his anus, and sticking his tongue out in a provocative way, all while gyrating, moaning and breathing heavily. In one of the videos, he is whispering "stick your dick in my pussy, daddy... fuck me... fuck me", right before he cups his hand over his anus and twerks his ass forward, squatting and simulating intercourse. We all have had moments where we are so horny we are like dogs in heat. Well adolescent boys are no different. The hormones raging through their bodies are causing them to act out in extreme horniness.
The Three Suckateers
This video features 3 boys around 11-12 in a bedroom in front of a closet. They are two brothers, and one friend. They start off in underwear standing in a triangle facing each other while they are masturbating each other over their underwear. All hands are busy. They seem to be happy and laughing. The video cuts to them now with their underwear pulled down. Two are making out while the third one is kneeling down and taking turns performing oral on the other two. Every boy is fully aroused. It then cuts to them changing positions and a different one kneels down and performs oral on the other two while they fully make out with tongues. They then take the final turn with the third boy kneeling and this time one boy "face fucks" the sucker. It then cuts to just the two brothers 11 & 12 wearing underwear again. They embrace standing up and start making out again. They then drop their underwear and the younger boy performs oral on his brother where he "deep throats" him to the base. Then the younger brother stands up, turns around and sticks his buttocks out for his older brother. The older brother sticks his penis into his younger brother's anus. He begins to engage in anal sex. His penis pops out and he struggles to put it back in for a bit. When he gets it back in, the younger brother smiles and says "that's it". They again engage in anal sex. The older brother asks "is that good?" and the younger ones says "yeah, that's good." He then asks "do you like it faster?" and he says "yeah." At that point the older brother does it faster and the younger brother shows an "O" face. Then the younger brother moans with pleasure. Then the penis slips out again and the younger brother says "stick that right in." As it goes in he moans and says "oh, yeah!" as he closes his eyes and tilts his head back in pleasure. He continues to moan and breathe heavy as his older brother penetrates him. Then the older brother pulls it out and the younger one asks, "that's it?"
Kinky 12 Year Old
This boy has a dirty mind that could only come from a place some of us ventured as boys ourselves. There are a few videos in his series, but I will focus on one. He is sitting on a tree swing in his yard and suddenly gets inspired to get dirty. He climbs into the back seat of the the parked family SUV and positions the camera to see his whole body on the other side of the car, he then pulls his pants down and begins to masturbate his already-erect penis. He grabs the camera and brings it closer as he attempts to suck his own penis, which he is unable to do. He sets the camera back and grabs a new water bottle from the door pocket. He opens it and tips it over while he sticks it over his penis where it is inside the nozzle. He clearly did this before. He grabs the camera for a closer look as he moves the bottle around as the nozzle is sealed at the base of his penis. He tilts the bottle all the way back so it is bent down and the nozzle is facing him. Suddenly the water bottle slips off and his penis springs back to point up at his face. However there's a surprise. He is urinating on himself. It goes for 3 streams and gets all over his chest and at one point over his shoulder. When he is done, he winks at the camera and sticks his tongue out in a sexual way. This kind of stuff never happened with the Russian Mafia. This stuff only can come from the perverted mind of a horny 12 year old boy.
Adult-Minor Sexual Contact (AMSC) PIM
So far we have covered how boys are taking it upon themselves without any adult involvement, to create and share sexual, sometimes kinky, solo material. Now let's dive into Adult-Minor Sexual Contact (ASMC) PIM. The "mortals" love to claim that adults have an imbalance of power over "weak and innocent minors" and that "causes harm." An adult might have a job and money, etc, but the reality is that this is actually backwards. The "mortals" are only speaking out of their asses without knowing the facts. Boys ALWAYS have more power than the adult in consensual AMSC. The adult is usually always open and down for whatever takes place. They just love being around the boy and in the boy's life. The boy has the power to initiate and also stop any and all AMSC. They even have the power to simply tell anyone and the adult's life is changed forever. That is immense power over the adult. Let's dive into a few illustrations where it shows the BOY at any age in full control of the AMSC, and the man is only there to serve the boy's needs and wishes. This is also a very accurate characterization of man/boy relationships in general and their loving sex lives. Again, the BOY is the one directing what does and does not happen.
Horny 10 Year Old Boy With Man
Although this video features both the boy and man fully clothed, it is one of the most sensual videos I have ever seen. The 10 year old boy is in pure ecstasy from the man gently and passionately tongue-kissing his neck. The boy is holding the camera and sitting on the man's lap, while the man is sitting in an office chair. Throughout the entire video, the boy is moaning in immense pleasure and breathing heavily. It starts out with the boy draped over the man's legs with his head hanging over the edge of the chair. The man is caressing the boy's stomach with his shirt lifted up a little and kissing the boy's neck. The boy wraps his arm around the man's head as he continues to moan pleasurably. The boy flips over and the camera is now looking up at his spent face as he catches his breath for a moment while the man waits for him. He flips back up as the man begins to kiss his stomach. The man moves back to the boy's neck, clearly one of the boy's erogenous zones. At this point the boy moves the camera to be showing his stomach and genital region, and the boy grabs the man's hand from his leg and pushes it over his genital region and continues to move the man's hand back and forth over his jeans where he is now visibly aroused. Again, the BOY was directing the man's hand and moving it over his genital region. The boy then pivots to the other side where the man starts kissing the other side of his neck. The boy can be seen making "ooo & ahhh" vocalizations with his mouth as the man kisses and sucks his neck sensually. The boy has an "OH" face almost the entire time. This continues on until the boy gives one more "OH!" and then gets up as he is done. It appears that the boy orgasmed while clothed and then he was done and got up.
Relaxed 5 Year Old 69s on Top of Man
This series of videos is very loving and sensual, yet it demonstrates that the BOY is the one in control of this encounter. The 5 year old boy is positioned face down on top of the man with his head on the man's stomach and his penis in the man's mouth. There's also a pillow under the boy's knees on either side of the man's head to give him lift and leverage as yet another level of control over the interaction. The entire time, the man is also gently caressing the boy's entire body, while the boy is caressing the man's side. The boy appears relaxed, yet at times he is extending and curling his toes. During the man's caressing, he stops his hand to play with the boy's testicles and the boy moans in a "stop" fashion while reaching back to move the man's hand out of the way. The man stops this action. The boy then returns to the relaxed position and the man continues to caress the boy's body. The boy is even at times using the leverage of the pillow to, in a mild way, "fuck the man's face". After about 13 minutes, the boy pushes himself up with his arms and puts his hands on the man's stomach while his penis is still in the man's mouth, and then he curls his toes and strains a bit. Then he relaxes back to laying down on the man while the man continues to perform oral and caress him. After another minute, the boy then lifts himself up and off and looks at the man and says that he is done. The man with the boy off of him is still caressing his body. The boy then says "mm-mm" as in "no." So the boy first said that he was done with the oral sex and the man stopped. Then the boy told him he was done with the caressing and the man stopped that as well. The boy then sat on the bed with his legs crossed and the man sat up to adjust something off camera, while the boy then started to talk with the man in a normal conversation. This conversation is also important to show the "mortals" that the boy was not drugged. It was very clear that the boy was enjoying his sensual caress and oral from the man until he orgasmed (yes, at 5 it is possible), and then he told the man that he was done. The man respected his wishes as the boy was in full control and directed the entire encounter at every step.
Very Horny and Orally Fixated 10 Year Old With Young Adult
These two could be brothers or just friends, but one thing is for sure, the 10 year old boy absolutely loves not only every bit of the sex play, but especially performing oral on the young man. He also seems extremely fascinated by playing with the man's sperm. This is a common trait for boys who cannot yet ejaculate themselves. It is very clear that these two know each other very well to the point that they seem to be in love, or at least love their together time. There are countless different clips where the man is straddling the boy and the boy is as happy as can be while he is playing with the man's penis. He is sucking it, masturbating it, slapping it on his own face, all while displaying the biggest grin. It must be said that here the "mortals" might try to make this into a demeaning act, but based on the adult gay community, there are more men who prefer to suck a penis than there are those who want their penis sucked. There is nothing wrong with enjoying a penis in your mouth, not even for a 10 year old boy. The boy is clearly in control of how he plays with the man's penis. There are also countless clips of the man ejaculating on the boy's face where the boy is in heaven and even smiling and laughing while it happens. He even rubs the sperm into his chest and also tastes it and licks it off his face while laughing. There are scenes where the two are making out heavily and where the man is anally penetrating the boy, who appears to be in other-worldly heaven while also displaying an erection. There are also times where the man is playing with the boy's penis. Additionally, there are moments where the boy is on the bed with only a long sleeve sweater on and no bottoms and he is flirting with the man in a sexual/sensual way. These two are clearly very happy together.
12 Year Old Femboy and Mom's Friend
In a quick clip, a 12 year old femboy decides to film himself laying down on a bed with his face to the camera. The camera is at a 1/4 side angle. The boy's head appears to be jerking back and forth. In a chipper, happy and proud voice, he talks to the camera and says "So, I'm just casually bent over my mom's friend's bed." He then turns the camera to show what's behind him and it is a man penetrating him anally. The boy then says in an again chipper voice, "say hi!", the man then gives the finger to the camera. The boy then turns the camera back to himself and with a proud smile, he giggles.
"Hey Ted?" [name has been changed]
This video starts with a man sitting on a couch holding the camera, while a nude 11 year old boy kneels down and starts performing oral. From this point, the man who shows that he is more excited if the boy is excited, checks in with the boy with two questions. "Do you like it?" The boy lifts his head and emphatically shakes it, before returning to sucking the man's penis. Then the man asks, "Do you think about sucking me when you are at school?" The boy smiles and shakes his head more than the previous question. The boy then continues. The boy seems to enjoy it while he at times also moans with passion. This further excites the man who moans too. The boy at this point starts getting ideas. He stops and says "Ted, can we take a video, doing like this?" He then stands up and presses his penis up against the man's and they begin to frot, where the boy is rubbing his penis side to side against the man's. After a while, the boy has another idea. He says, "Ted, how about you take a picture [video] of you putting in me?" as the boy points a finger at his butt. The man says "OK" and the boy climbs on to the couch next to Ted and lays face down with his buttocks in the air. Ted then begins to move the tip of his penis up and down on the boy's anus and then sticks only the tip in. The man checks in with the boy again, and asks, "does that hurt?" The boy replies "no". Then the man asks the boy further, "does that feel good? and the boy replies with a positive "mmmhmmm!" After a short while the man pulls his head back out and says "That's all." The boy gives a reply back in a disappointed tone "OK". The man then says, "Do you want more?" The boy then shakes his head yes. Then the man says, "let's get a different position here." He then gives the camera to the boy to take over filming. He then shows the boy how to position knees on the floor bending over the couch. The boy follows and says "like this?" The boy asks "how do I video it?" Then the man takes over the filming again while he starts to put only the tip of his penis inside the boy's anus. After a short while the boy asks "Ted, can we do that?" referring to a position on a porno film that is playing. Ted goes, "yeah." He then asks the boy, "do you want to do it on the floor or up here?" The boy replies what he wants [unintelligible] and then the man says "OK" before the video ends. This is yet one more example of THE BOY in charge and directing how things happen while holding all of the power. The man also shows how caring and loving he is in granting every wish of the boy's requests, while constantly checking in that he is comfortable, consenting and excited. In fact, the acknowledgement that the boy is excited further excited Ted.
The Loving Couple
This last illustration will highlight the overall relationship this man and boy had before they were ripped apart by the system. This series is well known in the boy-love community, however I will not mention any names. Every interaction on every video only shows the level of love and affection they shared. They were at the point in their relationship where they knew each other very well and what turned the other on. They always took turns giving the other what they knew the other liked best. They joked, they laughed, they talked in shorthand for what they knew the other wanted. One video is the boy giving the man oral. The boy first checks in with the man by asking "you ready?" Then the boy gives one of the most sensual and loving oral gratifications I have ever seen. He thoroughly enjoyed it with moans in ecstasy. It was very clear that the mutual love and affection came through the camera as the boy was getting excited by satisfying his lover. The same is also true on other videos where the man gave the boy oral gratification which literally made his toes curl. One video shows them playing and laughing and just being a loving couple in the bathtub. As they both want to finish off, the boy wants the man to go first by getting down in front of him and after performing oral on the man a little bit, he then starts masturbating him and says, "Do it right in my face, OK?" He continues to suck the man and plays and laughs a bit with an over the top face of sticking his tongue out under the man's penis as he says "ahhhhh." As the man masturbates himself a bit, he says to the boy, "why don't you come up a bit?" The boy than replies in an excited tone, "no, right here so you can squirt me." Then as the man is masturbating himself in front of the boy's face, the boy begins to caress and suck on the man's balls, which further excites the man. The boy knew this and took it upon himself. As he saw the man get more excited, the boy started to also get excited and moan with anticipation of what is coming. Once the man's sperm hit the boy's face, you could see the boy's face light up like a Christmas tree with excitement with an ear to ear grin. Once finished, the man gently wiped the boys face while the boy was still taking it all in. Afterwards, the boy gave a satisfied giggle. He got what he wanted. Now, the boy stands up and tells the man "my turn!". The man sits down and starts performing oral on the boy's already erect penis. They continue to laugh and play as any comfortable loving couple would. The boy then begins to orally penetrate the man on his own. This goes for a little while before the man says "here sit down, I know what you really want." The man is still seated and the boy is positioned in front of him where the man is holding the boy's pelvis up off the tub while continuing to suck his penis. The boy is holding on to the handle and edge of the tub and you can see his hands tense up with erotic pressure as he moans with an intense climax. The boy was thrusting his penis into the man's mouth while he orgasmed, then began to moan like it was a bit too intense. At that point the man pulled away and told him, "you gotta stop, it's too sensitive". Then the boy sat back down and began to examine his penis with his own hands and said "ahh, it tickles." The boy then threw his arms around the man before it stopped. This boy got everything he wanted and so did the man. This loving couple resembled how every loving man/boy relationship should be in a world that didn't criminalize it.
Final thoughts
As we saw from these descriptions, boys not only are naturally sexually interested, they know what they want and also know how to ask for it, direct it, and demand it, from their AFs. They also know how to produce their own solo content, free from any adult involvement. They definitely know how to say no when they don't want something. It is clear that boys hold all of the power in a consensual man/boy relationship. This is contrary to the fake constructed lies that the "mortals" have manufactured out of thin air for the sole purpose of retaining power and making money. The sad part is the majority of society buys in whole cloth without even questioning if it is truthful or not. If they actually knew first hand, they would understand the truth that man/boy relationships could be a healthy part of a boy's life. Too many boys are ignored, sidelined, threatened or outright physically abused by the "mortals" in their lives. Yet the "mortals" have the nerve to make up lies about MAPs being the abusers.
I will end with something I saw on social media the other day. I didn't even click on it because it was so offensive and spoke to the heart of the problem. The headline read: "Treating Babies Like Normal People." Let's dissect that one. First of all, I want to say that nowhere in this article did I ever condone sex with a baby. However, I think this is very telling that the "mortals" from day one already think of minors as non-human, or less-than-human, rather sub-human. They are the ones who beat their kids instead of listening to them and talking with them. They are the ones that also said that "children should be seen and not heard" and "what do you know, you're just a kid?" They are the ones to objectify kids by arrogantly displaying license plate frames that read "Final Score: Boys 4, Girls 2" as if they are some type of non-human object in a sick conquest. They are the ones who don't care enough to parent, but rather shove an iPad into the face of their kids, while they are death-scrolling Facebook themselves for their own selfish dopamine-hit "likes." These are the same people that say they love America, but instead of due process over unjust laws, they would advocate for throwing all MAPs into wood chippers—basically calling for illegal murder of us, because our sexual orientation is "too icky" for them to understand. THESE are the "mortals" that want you to think of them as the "do-gooders" and the wise arbiters of child welfare. The same people that can't raise kids, can't bother themselves to ask simple questions in a critical thought process, and that wish to murder other humans. These are the ones your boys are running from and into the loving arms of men who love them unconditionally, and see them as the humans they are. We provide them respect and agency. We check in with them at every step to see if they are OK. We are there to pick up the pieces that you left shattered in these boys' lives.
So now you know the truth. The truth from the boy's own words and actions. From "Hey Ted?" to "Stick your dick in my pussy daddy!", you now know your little boys are already naturally horny as fuck and want to share intimate moments with men who see them, care for them, provide for their needs. So I say, Gladys, it's time to wake the fuck up to reality. Boys have sexual needs. You can realize and accept the "magic" created between men and boys as it has been for centuries, or you can keep looking out your window, scared of the "others" and always wondering where little Nathan went off to. Don't worry, Gladys, he's fine. Well NOW he's MORE than fine. Ask him yourself. But you won't and never will. That would require you to provide him basic respect as a human and that is just too much, isn't it?